 Tuesday, October 9, 2012
 Be Strong at 4:52 AM
Sincerely thanks to all those who comforted me . I`ll be strong and I feel better now. Last night was one of the hardest night. I know things will get better someday and I am waiting for it.
Mummy knew everything. She saw me crying yesterday. She never comforted me . She just leave after saying this " Have a good rest. Just tell me when you want to tell me alright.." Mummy , thank you for being so considerate. All this while, I was wondering how to tell you . It was one of the hardest part . After knowing that it is officially, mummy asked " But why? "...I`m sorry but I have no idea how to answer you,mummy.I just said " Can we just don`t mention about it anymore ". She nodded and change to other topics. THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU MUMMY. There are only 27 days away from SPM. Seriously , I can`t even focus on anything after all of this. What to do ? I have to idea .... Why should all of this happen at this time ? Why Why Why? 16 days away from my birthday. I was actually planning to celebrate with him like we used to do every year, but now ......... No Plan. so, maybe just stay at home ? :) Not really used to it but I know I will one day.
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SMILE EVEN THROUGH YOUR TEARS, BE STRONG EVEN THROUGH YOUR FEARS
xoxo, you know you love me |
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